{Tuesday, August 30, 2005 . }

last few hours left in singapore...

one month ago.. everything was still so far away..

wow.. till now.. only a few hours left..

anticipation?

scared?

worried?

i really dunno wat to expect..

so many things yet to be done..

blogskin.. haha.. sorry shihui.. (thanks for the reminder anyway)

feel so numb..

shaowei.. thank you.. can't thank you enough..

but.. it's so difficult to trust nowadays..

sorry..

i dunno wat to feel anymore..

haha..

stupid me..

wish me good luck pple.. please stay in contact with me..

you all have my email rite? please write to me.. PLEASE (*begging)

p/s: thank for all the "bon voyage-s"

Cheerios pple,
-rui-

-ruiiee- fishing at 2:33 AM
------ {Monday, May 23, 2005 . Sorrie...}

dearies...
i'm sorrie for not opening up to all of you about my current situation now...
but believe me... i do appreciate all the care and concern you all have showed...
for now... i'm not ready to tell anyone about my feelings...
the fact is it does hurt within me... but i trying hard to heal...
i try not to talk about it... to help lessen the pain...
there are somethings that i keep it to myself...
cuz i know no one can help... the prob lies with me...
i'm sorrie if i've let you all feel as if i dun treasure our friendship for the past week.
But trust me... it's not that... i do cherish all my dear cupcakes.

JaneJane: Congrats to you and Zisky... hope both of you will stay happily together forever...
Moonie: Hope you and Ryan will cont'd to be as loving as ever... enjoy every moment together kiez.
Jiarui: Thanks so much for showing so much care and concern. Sorrie to make you worry.
Huihui: Continue to treasure the 12th of every month. Look forward to it... i'll be happy for you. I'll pray for you that you won't quarrel with him on the 12th anymore.

*//fransca//* fishing at 4:45 PM
------ {Sunday, May 08, 2005 . another week}

hey my dearies!!!

A start of a new week again with that sickening faggot lecture! sigh.. tt's boring!!

hows ur weekend?

my weekend is abit bored.. haha..

anyway hope to see u all tml!! muackz

good nitez!!!

moonie the moon fishing at 11:26 PM
------ {Friday, April 29, 2005 . SIcko faggot}

lil' cupcakes...
lalalala~ so bored now... that sickofreakingpieceofshit is teaching now. Dunno if u are all listening... anyway... i'm can't be bothered by his toad voice. DELL and DELL and DELL and still DELL...

BTO is Build to Order... remember this ar.

He got no manners... so rude to the computer technician. With he this kind of lecturers... no wonder so many com are not in good condition. I think they must be disgusted by him also.

Typing crap.... heheeee.

Love ya dearies. Muckss!

*//fransca//* fishing at 1:53 PM
------ {Tuesday, April 19, 2005 . }


Our dearie Jiarui's 21st birthday!!! 

*//fransca//* fishing at 11:53 PM
------ {Wednesday, April 13, 2005 . }

hi cupcakes, hello lovessss of my life... YOzzz dearies..

anyway, this blog needs updating.. so yah loh.. i'm the loyal fan of the cupcakes so here i am~ blogging~

so yah loh.. TEP going to end soon.. good or bad? i think both lah.. and some more, so many things we're going to miss loh.. haix.. classical also a bit boring lah.. sianz.. anyhow, we'll be together again soon enough.. WooOoOoo HooOOoo

Special Dedication to my loves:

Jane² = Hello! haha.. yah loh.. he is being irritating... dun worry lah, wun be hurt be that kind of moron.. not worth my time and effort rite? haha.. i've said this once, i'll say it again: chances are hard to come by, if you dun grab it, it'll be gone before you even realise.. it's too late to regret then ok? so yah loh.. Jia you wor...

Hui² = Hi hi lovely.. haha.. CRMCC 2 is ending~ oh wow.. so fast.. anyway, please stop scaring pple abt your "jumping off the platform" thoughts. we are all very concern ok? yah lah, i love you. and please take care of your health.. sick still eat chocolate and fried food.. YAH YAH.. SENTOSA HUH! haha.. enjoy ok? (one dozen)

MOoNiE = hey hey cupcake.. what's wrong.. we don't get to see you very often so yah loh, couldn't be too updated.. seeing the things you wrote on your blog n msn nick really makes me very very worried and upset.. i hope everything's ok.. and please know that we will always love you and it hurts to see you like this.. take care ok? HuggIEs

FraNsCa = Dearie dearie lovely lovely.. haha.. only left less that 3 days for your miserable stopover.. haha, CHeers will be history then.. can just walk in to their shop and laff at the rest of the pple working there.. no worries. understand your problems with your team mates and they can all burn in hell for all i care.. so yah, we still love you..

Okie lah.. for some reasons, i am so so tired.. ok wish to see your updates soon ok!?

Cheerios and i love you all so so much,
-rui-

-ruiiee- fishing at 9:27 AM
------ {Wednesday, March 30, 2005 . }

hello dearies.. oh manz.. after 2 days of resting.. i am still sick as a.. ermm... cat? hahaha... dunno lah.. watever.. just sick.. very difficult to just catch my breath.. haha.. anyway, i'm back in school.. everything's better i guess..

Anyway, quite a number of things happen huh.. oh well, moonieeeeeeeeeeeeeee, think you've got some relief after hearing that things are most likely to turn out well fo him.. he's going to be ok and u should really take care ok? everything will be fine.. keep us updated ok?

dear dear fransca.. yah yah.. curse that bastard/ freaking bitch that keeps calling u... SickEning.. nothing to do.. oh well, you'll get a new phone rite? no worries ok? HuGgIes!! and somemore right, daryl coming back.. YES! lonliness is over!!!! yay!!! you'll be fine..

so yah.. hui hui.. just read your blog.. why u feel like crying? PMS? haix... dun cry dun cry.. hug hug ok? now u everyday go out do survey.. i will be lonely after one :( tiring rite? but can claim 5 hours you know? haha.. not THAT bad rite? can see sentosa view also.. haha..

Jane.. haha.. sorry that some bugger keep disturbing you with his freaking rudeness.. he is crazee.. he has totally gonme bonkers.. but he wun be disturbing me for now.. think he hates me.. but I DUN CARE.. crazee guy.. oh yah, grab your chance huh.. he's in your grasp now! haha

ok.. now i go rot.. do nothing.. as usual.. haha.. take care my cupcakes.. things will get better :)

-rui-

-ruiiee- fishing at 9:02 AM
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